Bored at work listening to sad songs

In the shadows lips are just lips
Hands to be trusted because, well what else can you trust.
The world outside your shadow wont understand
To be fair, it isn't right just because it feels good.
Isn't that how it always feels.
But this is a thick shadow
And if you spin around enough you dont have to leave
Just dont be suprised when you cant feel any more hands
or lips, left in this cover.
Now it could be lick of light
Or lack of years.
Its a lack of something, thats what we know.
We know, sorry you don't.



So an update. My pinky has healed. I am still living in Alex's living room for now. We are planning on moving out in march. If i cant get alex to do that I am going to have to move out alone.
I wont be seeing Jackie much in the future. She's working way to much, poor thing needs a rest. Shes sad a lot and I feel responsible for it and i dont know if i can shoulder that guilt. She really is one of the most beautiful people I know in any way. We only broke up because of my problems (which were effecting us)

She will be fine though, she is strong and smart. And we will be ok. And I will be ok. I am invincible with a high pain tolerance. This has to be true or i wouldnt be here now.