The Train doesn't stop here

So after the last post I stepped out to get lunch for everyone one in the office (I get the lunch because im the only college student working here. For a moment I was eating my words, it was quite quit out. I could only listen to the wind and my ears felt like they were asleep in a deep bass hum. Then abruptly the train went screaming by, accompanied with cop cars and road rage. The cold went under my jacket to my bones and I felt like a useless leaf.

Ah well, winter does that.

I want to know people. I have lived in Chicago for three years now and only really know my girlfriend (whom I live with). I have hung out with people, done exciting things, but made very little in the ways of knowing people. In other words, I have made no real friends. Is that my fault? Well it has to be, but not completely. Its also chances fault. Its hard to find the requirements that I have and then have me match the requirements they have. It goes to the hole thing, everyone's the same but different.

Ah well, winter does that.

Today many people say Boo

Its true, many people say boo today. I say it as well, but not to scare anyone. I say it in a traditional, throwing tomatoes at myself, kind of way. The weather is cold but I still want to go out. There's no fields in the city. Parks are ok, but you can still feel the energy of the vapid city life. The noise that chokes its self into a large cloud of infinite entrapment. Also homeless people stare at you and wait for you to fall asleep. That's not there fault, but it happens.

Back again

So I am back again. With my new internship I found I have a supple of moments were myspace and facebook is not enough. So welcome me back no one who reads this. (that does make sense even if it doesn't)
well, I will tell exciting things soon.
also, I may post my short novel I am writing, maybe.